Gina (wpanthergirl) wrote in your_input,
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Major Advice Needed

Alright, this is killing me. I've written before about how I have a friend with benifits. We've been doing this for almost a year. We do everything but have sex (yes we do oral). *sigh* and of course i've broken the main rule, no falling in love. I don't know if he knows... I don't know what I should do. Should I keep doing stuff with him? Or just ask to be friends, he's told me before that, that would be fine too. I don't want us to stop screwing around... i'm so happy when i'm with him... I worry about him, and care about him more than anything. Nither of us has screwed around with anyone else. He treats me better than any other guy ever has, doesn't yell or hit me. I've told him how I feel but he said that if he said he cared about me like that he'd just be lying to me and himself and he can't do that. He wants to be friends no matter what... I don't know if I'm that strong. I want to be with him really badly, but I know there is nothing I can do to change his mind... and I know I wouldn't want him to lie. I'm just so clueless. I love to just be able to hug him and feel comfortable... thats something i've never been able to do with anyone. Why am I not good enough? Just any advice would help.... sorry for freaking out, I just needed to get some of this out. And sorry if this doesn't fit in the catagory of the community. Should I stop talking to and seeing him all together? Should I try friends? Or should I keep the thing I have? Don't get me wrong what him and I have is wonderful (to me, i'm not sure about to him) and I really don't want to lose him in any way. Grrr... I need some major help... thanks...

~*gina*~
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